STOP.

Sometimes you just want to stop being "nice" and give a lesson to certain people.

It doesn't necessarily mean *coughs* physical violence 

"Ugh, so brutal, wongso"

nah, can't be bothered.

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Malicious Mouthssssss

Words have changed from just being a means for verbal transfer of knowledge, traditions or simply, giving happiness and comfort to others.


Last year, I wrote a similar thing *points at title* cos of gossips...rumours...
and now it surfaces again..


MALICIOUS mouths.


Some people just love to gossip.
or TEASE.
Well, just for some fun and laughter - to make the day LESS boring..
cos school days (when u gotta study in CLASS or LECTURES) are sickening a lotta students.


Yeah, I understand. And I'm not innocent of that too :p
I know my limit, but if the victim feels really "victimised", I'll shut up immediately.


But as a victim myself, I haven't figured out how to cease all this verbal "bullying" -.-


A friend claimed that he just 'admits' and goes with whatever the others are teasing him with, they'll eventually stop. (instead of denying it)
*points up* I don't believe in that. and I CAN'T DO THAT. 
Just...yuck -.- and won't you will feel that you're rubbishing stuff out and not being true to/ honest with yourself? 




And I wrote this cos I'm SO PISSED at MYSELF - in the way I handle these...untrue words that spurted out from some gobs.


In the beginning of the year, whenever I got teased, I'll just shut up. 
And I'm not good at wearing a poker face! I can't help it but laugh/smile/whatever Dx
One thing I dislike is to give/list reasons on why I 'don't like' that person.


I mean, really, we're just friends. And I don't want to hurt people (cos they MIGHT get hurt) by saying these kind of stuff. 
(and I don't really think about what I 'DON'T LIKE' about a person without any real reason - that's stupid.)


So this evening, I was teased with some guy whom I consider as a friend, and REALLY just a FRIEND. I accidentally said, "he's not my type."
I intended to just convince them that I'm not interested in that person.
(or, in fact, whoever, at this point of time).


(Previously, someone said, "you never deny it. means u like him.")


GAHHHHHHHHHHH...I'm so mad at myself.
I think those people who have types/list of attributes of gf/bf in mind are just insincere.
And by saying "not my type" makes one sound so arrogant, or shallow.


I might have expressed it wrongly. But I totally didn't mean so :(
In the first place, I didn't think of qualities that I dislike/like about that person whom I got teased with - I don't have a reason to.


Oh.crap.


If anyone could understand all this verbal puke..


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a mini getaway

So last weekend Dad & Mum came to visit me in SG :)
Finally, a break from routine and mundanity!
Here are sum pics!

Meet Mum! =)

Yumcha's xiao long bao! I fell in love with it at that instant :D

Dad! & the 'Crane dance' at RW Sentosa 

Mum♥ Now i'm missing you! 

camwhore pic XD

Hotel Michael @Sentosa

 and I really love the beach! Went to Palawan beach. The water's quite clean. Mum (after that, Dad, grandpa, blahs) kept complaining cos it was "sunny" when I jumped into the sea - afraid that I got tanner -.-


but I didn't give a damn - I love beaches.yeah! ;)

♥ 

it's me and the sea

Oh yea, Mum spotted this! XD

a big black bird on the roof XD 

 We thought it escaped from the ivory (there was one nearby). 
Still how did it end up there??!?! LOL XD




From afar, I saw this tiny girl with the familiar bangs. and GOSH it was NOVI my buddy in Indo. It was so great to see her!

They call it 'kismet' ;)

After an afternoon at the beach, I returned to the hotel for a swimming lesson :) Mum is damn PRO. I learnt (imperfect) breast stroke and back stroke on the same day! :) Now that I thought of it, the last time I swam was almost 2 years ago O.O


Thenafter, in the evening, dinner @"The Tent", Mongolian bar, @Clarke Quay - Dad's treat :p

whoops!

Margarita 8D it had a slight sour taste

The Virgin Manhattan - sweet n pretty =) like!

yummy T-Bone steak.yum.yum.

I felt like a pig in the end of the 4-day holiday xp 
BTW, those aren't cocktails - Dad won't allow - but the non-alcoholic mocktails.
and yeah...chatting with Mum at night before bedtime is always fun..i miss'em so much right now. Gotta wait till December before I could see them again :(


Nah. I'm alright =)
There're only 6 months - more or less - before I'm home =D
Plus plus, Grandpapa and Grandmama are coming in June! :D
and Mum said my maternal Grandma's also visiting me in July! xD
HAHA. YAYYYY ;)))


Meanwhile, gotta tidy up my schoolwork and be more prepared for A's so tat I won't feel so guilty when I stay out and don't study later ><


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