Malicious Mouthssssss

Words have changed from just being a means for verbal transfer of knowledge, traditions or simply, giving happiness and comfort to others.


Last year, I wrote a similar thing *points at title* cos of gossips...rumours...
and now it surfaces again..


MALICIOUS mouths.


Some people just love to gossip.
or TEASE.
Well, just for some fun and laughter - to make the day LESS boring..
cos school days (when u gotta study in CLASS or LECTURES) are sickening a lotta students.


Yeah, I understand. And I'm not innocent of that too :p
I know my limit, but if the victim feels really "victimised", I'll shut up immediately.


But as a victim myself, I haven't figured out how to cease all this verbal "bullying" -.-


A friend claimed that he just 'admits' and goes with whatever the others are teasing him with, they'll eventually stop. (instead of denying it)
*points up* I don't believe in that. and I CAN'T DO THAT. 
Just...yuck -.- and won't you will feel that you're rubbishing stuff out and not being true to/ honest with yourself? 




And I wrote this cos I'm SO PISSED at MYSELF - in the way I handle these...untrue words that spurted out from some gobs.


In the beginning of the year, whenever I got teased, I'll just shut up. 
And I'm not good at wearing a poker face! I can't help it but laugh/smile/whatever Dx
One thing I dislike is to give/list reasons on why I 'don't like' that person.


I mean, really, we're just friends. And I don't want to hurt people (cos they MIGHT get hurt) by saying these kind of stuff. 
(and I don't really think about what I 'DON'T LIKE' about a person without any real reason - that's stupid.)


So this evening, I was teased with some guy whom I consider as a friend, and REALLY just a FRIEND. I accidentally said, "he's not my type."
I intended to just convince them that I'm not interested in that person.
(or, in fact, whoever, at this point of time).


(Previously, someone said, "you never deny it. means u like him.")


GAHHHHHHHHHHH...I'm so mad at myself.
I think those people who have types/list of attributes of gf/bf in mind are just insincere.
And by saying "not my type" makes one sound so arrogant, or shallow.


I might have expressed it wrongly. But I totally didn't mean so :(
In the first place, I didn't think of qualities that I dislike/like about that person whom I got teased with - I don't have a reason to.


Oh.crap.


If anyone could understand all this verbal puke..


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